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Saturday, May 19, 2007


im feeling really sick today.but much better than yesterday.stomach problems,per usual.well,thanks to me eating sambal belacan despite knowing the fact my stomach can't take it.but seriously,it was a honest mistake.i actually forgot.so yesterday,my stomach hurts like there was a knife being pierced into my stomach.i couldn't really walk or talk.so yeahs,thanks nadd for letting me squeeze your hand.i needed that,really.thank you nadd.[= we are even.haaaa.

so how did i get home??yeahs,i had difficulties.it hurt damn like so much when i walk.but okays,i managed.so after i finally managed to reach my home sweet home,i've never felt that happy to see my house.i showered,changed and off i went to the doctor with the company i needed.yeahs,i wasn't alone.hehs.thanks for the company.i really needed it.[=

so yesterday's visit to A.W.W.A,a home for autistic children was super duperly fun,3E4's first trip as a class.when i first saw them,a sudden feeling of sadness struck me.there were some who were wheelchair bound and most of them were adorable,especially this one chubby kid.they took a long-long time to warm up to us.passing the parcel was sure fun.well,the visit was fun and memorable.two children got attached to me,wouldn't let go off my hand.okays,im proud to say that dancing with the children to kiddy songs was really-really fun,that's for sure!well,from this trip i learnt that i'm real lucky.i should appreciate myself and my life more.oh i more thing,finally some of my classmates who are kind of irritating in class,i saw their soft side.[=

this week was kinda crazy.my results was super disappointing.i managed to pass some most of the subjects,just not up to my expectations.im disappointed in myself.i wished i had done better or tried to have done better.well,its all too late.i just have to try harder for the end of year of exams,which is like in 4-5 months away like that.okays,that's real fast.so i better start preparing already.and i should listen to adlin's advice to start preparing for both end of year and the o levels next year.well,it is never too late to start right??time flies real fast and before you know it,you're sitting for the end of year exams or the 'O's.so i better start preparing.

people do get into fights and get annoyed with each other sometimes right?i dont want to be annoyed.there is a limit to everything.this week hasn't been really great.i get affected at the slightest thing,go all moody if somebody were to annoy me.i don't know what is wrong.
no matter what,they are still dear to me and i can't leave them.i just wish they would treat me better at times.because i feel useless and helpless now.i dont want to put a strong front anymore and i don't want to hide how i really feel inside anymore.i need someone to comfort me and someone who would really understand.FULL STOP.