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Friday, May 11, 2007


yay-yay.exams finally over!!after 2 gruesome weeks.yesterday's paper was okay if you studied laar.the physics part was harder than the chem part.but whatever.its all over.i dont even want to talk about the fnn paper. ]=

some stuff has been going haywire lately.there was a point when i just lose my temper and walked off when we couldnt decide where to go.weird kann??i apologised anyways.i guess mood swings has got the better of us lately.whatever it is,i still sayang gfs ku.

on wednesday,after the paper.decided to head to sha's house for movie marathon![= well,had to wait for asidah & suria to finish their a maths paper.me and huzaimah waited for 2 hours.for the whole two hours,erms what did we exactly do??we slept,listened to music.well,somebody danced and sang like some crazy woman.hahhah,to the extent that it rained.hehe.[= after 2 hours,headed to sha's house.okay so i got a little freaked out by the snowman which looks like a clown thingy.i cant be blamed,i have this huge fear of big,white,red-nose clowns.i dont like clowns,dont even ask me why.i just dont like clowns.FULL STOP.oh yeahs,it is a amazing fact that somebody comes to sha's house every 15 minutes,kan asidah??it was a fun movie marathon with lots & lots of food & REPLAYING the sweet parts.[= oh,oh.i still cant forget,"oh,that feels good.tickling machine." hehehhaaaa.[=

and,my gfs actually made a sauce of their own that looks like the thousand island sauce.ewwww.it looks really gross.with all kinds of ingredients with the courtesy of macdonalds,being mixed around in a mcflurry cup.god,i really felt like puking.believe me,it isnt something you wanna see.but kan,somebody actually tasted it.ewwwwwwwwwww!

im actually bored.supposed to head to vivo & sentosa with gfs today.yeahs,SUPPOSED TO.but dad wouldnt let me go at the last minute when im all ready to get out of the house.i dont even wanna ask him why.its pointless.we just end up fighting.im sick of it.we fight everytime about almost everything.even my mum asked why me and my dad just cant get along.i dont even know.i know its been going on for some time.me and my dad,fighting always.i always try my best to make him happy,but i still get the same treatment.he expects me to do all sorts of things,juggle this and that.im not some supergirl okays.haish.i just wish he would understand me like some other dads who understands their daughter.

okay im real bored,prison breaking online now.gfs are having fun and here i am stuck at home staring at the screen of my computer.i get get left out of certain activities of gfs because of my dad.that KL trip,yeah,everyones going except me.yet again.its always,"everyone,except me". i cant help feeling everything is going wrong for me now,in every expect of my life.i cant keep a strong front anymore.my breaking point is nearing.i feel like giving up on everything.okay,this feeling sucks.