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Monday, June 11, 2007


todayy,mum totally shocked me in the morning at exactly 7.30am.she came to my room crying,and i seriously thought someone died.but thank goodness,no.her nose was bleeding so badly.the amount of blood,cannot be described,its way too much.she had a fall in the toilet and her nose and left eye hit the sink.ouch.the amount of blood in the toilet,unbelievable.i could faint.i can't stand the sight of blood,really.okays,good now i know,i can't be a doctor.then,accompanied mum to polyclinic and she has to get an x-ray.well,she's okay now,but there's a huge cut on her nose.i really-really hope it doesn't leave a scar.awww,i think i love my mum more today.[:

i cancelled today's outing with sha and suria so i can accompany mum at home.good right??oh yeahs,i made a xanga account thanks to adlin trying to persuade me to make one.i did and i won't do anything to it,haaaa.i just want to use that account to view adlin's xanga.haaaa.well,idk how to use xanga too.BOO HOO.

let me see.i cant believe it but its 14 more days to school.there's still fnn,physics and maths stuff that was supposed to be done.i swear that this june holiday feels too short,last year's was soo much longer.but there's a good side to it,atleast going to school can take the boredom from me.oh,and i miss my friends and classmates.well,14 days is gonna be short i suppose.before i know it,school term starts again.

friendships are disastrous now.idk whats happening,but it sure is happening.i wish i can help to solve things but i know i can't.its up to the both of them to solve the problems that occured between them.i just don't want a war between us.i don't want to be caught in between.that sucks.i dont even know what the hell is gonna happen when school reopens,and all i know,it can't be anything good.isn't there any other way to solve this??ohhhh,i wish.

*really,its far too long.how do you expect me to go on?i didn't mean whatever i said.i know its just an obstacle to determine certain stuffs.but whatever it is,for sure,its not gonna end,not for now or ever.that's my promise.*

yeah,the feeling is so good when i can see him from my bedroom window without worrying about others eyeing me too.it is a good feeling,really.[: