Saturday, November 24, 2007
im bored.right,i wasn't planning to update.but i was bored,so here i am.
yesterday.
met up with girlfriends.stopped by school's open hse.well,nothing & nobody really interesting there,except that there was batman and spiderman handing out balloons,who turned out to be hakim and haron respectively.kay,that made me laugh.ohhh and also tyvm to the other hakim for embarassing me. ): so after open hse,went to bpp,laughed and laughed and cam-whored.but i guess there was too much laughing involved cause i laughed till my cheeks hurt,all because of some white slipper flying.we cam-whored till i couldnt smile anymore.well,had fun anyway. :D
221107
YAY!im free!!after thinking so hard,i have finally decided that i am letting you go.i no longer see the point anymore.almost 2 years of completly nothing.its not worth it,yeah i realised it.haaaaa.i can't believe it took me this long to realise.i've hurt the person who love me for the person who doesnt care about me.i keep telling myself patience,patience,patience but i guess im tired.i know patience still wont get me anywhere.we'll never be how i want us to be and i have to accept that.so yeap,told myself,goodbye mr D.i used to say i want to give up but i'll turn back.but now,i promise myself i won't turn back anymore.and now,im still getting used to me,now.getting used to not thinking about you.i know i can do it.i'll just take one step at a time and im sure i will let go. (:
i don't feel like falling in love anymore.but who knows aite??cause i do kinda miss that certain somebody. :D
today
eyyys,im bored laaaa!same old routine everyday.haish.cant wait for next week.going out with girlfwens on thur.and there is maths lesson on wed.right,just great.i'd rather attend lessons then stay at home and get headaches cause i got nothing to do.im still thinking on what to do now,bored laaa seyy.ohhh,i feel like going to east coast to scream my lungs out.anyone? (; and yeahh,i had trouble sleeping yesterday.well,all thanks to the ad for supernatural's next episode which had to be about clowns,and there was the stupid scary clowns' face there.it was stuck in my head the whole night and that kept me awake.but luckily,when i finally fell asleep,no dreams about mr scary clown. (: yes,i have coulrophobia.even i think its stupid,but i fear clowns.i really do & don't you laugh at me for that. ):
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