folding stars.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
it has been pretty complicated hasnt it? it has been right from the start. idek who to blame. myself for having no faith in you? you for nt giving me a chance to make it all clear? or him for causing this fear in me? i know you might find me being stubborn right now. i guess i am. i will not deny anything nor will i say anything. maybe its there, just that im afraid to say it. maybe i think too much ahead and i don't think of NOW. maybe, it is my fault to begin with. i didn't trust you, just because i was afraid. i guess that has been holding me back. & you sensed it. i know you might be reading this. i dk who to blame. am i angry at you/myself? idk. idek why i fold these stars with you in mind. gah, i just dk. all i know, im not ready for anything that includes you. sorry.1 comments
