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sigh
Saturday, July 25, 2009


it's never enough to say i'm sorry.
it's never enough to say i care.
it's like one step forward and two steps back.
no matter what i do, you're always mad.
i can't give you what you want, and it's killing me.
it's never enough to say i love you.
& it's never enough to say i tried.

im really really emotionally exhausted. really really.
everybody is driving me to a corner.
im up to the point where i don't know what to do anymore.
i can't sleep. i have nightmares. i wake up every hour.
i think too much. i worry too much.
it's draining all my energy.
i don't feel like me anymore.
can i wake up tomorrow knowing that everything is actually back to normal?
HAHA. i wish.